She is dreaming after a long night, she thought she would at least has a nice sleep or if the dream lady wanted to award her with a dream just let it be a sweet dream. Things did eventually turn sweet, but she knew it well is unreal. And she is even being embarassed in the begining of the story.
Story started so complcated that she actually appears to be in the sister house, and having some meal within . Then he exist and then out of no where they were waiting for her, ok well, she is trying to change her attire before leaving to dunno picnic or something.
She can't quite remember why she kena scold by the bastard, so she run out to look for a laundry.Arter some times he came to her and everything has change, he become so tender that and she forgot what did she said to him, and they end up hold hand and walk back to the house.
She wonder the dream is trying to reveal her any message or thing, but she did awake and have a little ponder about that.
May she is thirst of love, or may be just some one to warm the palm which she has always took care of.
Or God is trying to show her that never ever take this person in her life again, as he is nothing but to break her heart?

Once again she has been treated as some flessless bloodless creature, but now after so many times she learnt, to be immune for every heart slashing thing you guys did to her. She wont be putting it in the brain, twisting and turning for the whole day, talking to the mirror crying to herself. She now has so much to be done. Life is so meaningfull and there is lots more that worth her to pay her care to.
Out to the mamak socializing around make her so fullfilling but heartfelt sorry to those who has been neglected or ignore, just if she can splits herself into three or four parts to sit with them in diffrent group of people.
Back to KL, came the good old friends all the way just to give her mentally support, walking with her under the sun looking for the God DaMn photostat shop, giving compliment so indirectly but she don't take it as granted. Silently she keep it in under the cover of the memory lane. She recorded in the heart. Glad to hear from a very special case friend that I am actually speak, she means I write good words. But dear pal, She really wish something will turn out to be out of her expectation eventually. Things does change from time to time, we'll won't know but she really hopes God has lead her way here.
With buddies and dearest families, Blessed she is, and she always did. Feeling so nice to have a GOD. You are my LoRd, I'll listen to you.