Once again she has been treated as some flessless bloodless creature, but now after so many times she learnt, to be immune for every heart slashing thing you guys did to her. She wont be putting it in the brain, twisting and turning for the whole day, talking to the mirror crying to herself. She now has so much to be done. Life is so meaningfull and there is lots more that worth her to pay her care to.
Out to the mamak socializing around make her so fullfilling but heartfelt sorry to those who has been neglected or ignore, just if she can splits herself into three or four parts to sit with them in diffrent group of people.
Back to KL, came the good old friends all the way just to give her mentally support, walking with her under the sun looking for the God DaMn photostat shop, giving compliment so indirectly but she don't take it as granted. Silently she keep it in under the cover of the memory lane. She recorded in the heart. Glad to hear from a very special case friend that I am actually speak, she means I write good words. But dear pal, She really wish something will turn out to be out of her expectation eventually. Things does change from time to time, we'll won't know but she really hopes God has lead her way here.
With buddies and dearest families, Blessed she is, and she always did. Feeling so nice to have a GOD. You are my LoRd, I'll listen to you.